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Absconding Life

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#004 - Another Susan

#023 - Sweethearts' Corpuscular Mementos

#024 - Overnight

#025 - Doorstopper

#030 - Espresso Chocolate

#050 - Pale Ash Sunrise

#201 - Standing

#206 - Still Not an Atheist

#211 - Romantic

#231 - Cataleptic

#244 - Negative Temperatures

#256 - Rumination

#262 - Sui Generis

#264 - Reliquary

#265 - The Opposite of Deafness Is Not Audition

#277 - You Know

#291 - Doctor's Note

#311 - Jorōgumo

#327 - Surprise

#332 - Vainglorious

#337 - Almost All Days Are Bad Hair Days

#338 - True Love Is a Pyrrhic Victory

#375 - Corundum

#387- ##########

#908 - Unwritten, As of Yet

'Arrange whatever pieces come your way.'

'If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can't go on spoiling your life any longer. I don't think two people could have been happier than we have been. V.'

'Sleep, that deplorable curtailment of the joy of life.'

'The beauty of the world...has two edges, one of laughter, one of anguish, cutting the heart asunder.'

(Alive) Lucky to be Suffering

...In Some Other Universe Where Love Was Antiquated by Reason

2+2=5, 6.4+6.4≠...

A False Smile Brings Pain to Oneself

A Kiss Like That Is Worth Dying For

A Look in Your Direction Is My Last and Greatest Attempt at Being Sociable Today

A Mere Fable, or Part of the Metaphysical Past?

A Perfect Place to Watch the Sky

Access to Emotions

Addiction. Therapy?

Affective Forecasting

All We Do Is Have S-

All We've Gone to Is Sleep

And yet Not One of His Certainties Was worth One Strand of a Woman's Hair.

Apotheosis Chapters 1 & 2: Trichothiodystrophy & Mother's Heart Has a Presentiment of Disaster

As Heavy as a Cemetery

At My Unspoken Behest/Of Your Own Volition

Ateu-graças-a-Deus

Back When Nearly Dying Was Only a Minor Inconvenience

Bare Shoulders, Magnolia

Biomusicological Entrainment

Blood Minerals/Rinsed with Blood and Repeated

Bloom Syndrome Field Defect

Bombastic Magniloquence and Pleonasms

Burn the Key to All Life

Burnout Anastomosis

Can We Make This Work?/Dovetail

Champagne Reminder

Child Scientist, Blinking Ferociously

Coincidence of the Heart

Collarbones/Handlebars

Compromising Dreams

Conjugal Visit in Christian Purgatory

Contraindicated

Conversations Are Music. Like Songs, I like Repeating the Best Ones.

Corralled Like Cattle

Cut off from Consciousness or Expression

D-' Triphasic Half-lives

Dancing Desultorily

Dead Fathers and Deadlines

Destined for the Cankerworm

Destruction of the Sky XLIX

Die Experienced

Differences, Divergences

Emotional Disconnect from the Experience of Labour Due to the Prenatal Administration of Scopolamine

Endless, Seemingly/Only Loveless Erections with You, M.

Erotic S-ual Denial

Eternal Skin Regeneration in Hell

Etiquette for Adulterers

Eugenics/Dysgenics

Even the Heartsink Patient's Bedside Bonsai Grew Sick

False Tears Bring Pain to Those around You

Fatal Collisions and Sleepy Kittens

Fear and Commitment

Fencepost Remix 1

Fencepost Remix 2

First Impressions

Flip off the Sun

Forgotten Tongue Piecing, MRI Scan

From Parts Unknown

Gilded Iniquities

Goodnight Black Orchid

Gravity Failed Me

Guilt Like Gravity

Gunpoint Sewer Indignity

Hades, I Bought Her Lipstick

Hand-hewn like Firewood by Axe

Handsome Individual with Facial Disfigurement

Hang It, Why Was She so Pretty? It Was Not My Fault

Heart Kleptomaniac

Heaven Besieged

Hiding in Plain View

High-heeled Baby Steps

Hooking up with Girls on Their Fathers' Death Beds

How Anxiety Gets One into Situations That Should Be Avoided

How Excruciatingly Lovely It Would Be

Hypersecretion of Catecholamines

I Am Betting My Life in This Game

I Cut out My Kidneys Today with Children's Safety Scissors

I Have Died Every Moment Just to Be Your Dream

I Hope You Find Something That Makes You Want to Not Hurt Yourself

I Prostrate Myself Not before You, but before All Human Suffering

I Used to Listen to White Noise in Bed before Sleeping to Try and Not Hear the Tinnitus but Now I Only Try and Listen to Sounds That Aren't There, like the Sound of You Breathing next to Me

I Will Find Someone at My Wake/I Told Anecdotes about Us Today

I Wish I'd Never Set Eyes on You

If You Listen to This Song, I Promise I Will Come for You Tonight While You Are Sleeping, Kiss Your Forehead and Slit Your Throat. You Will Die Screaming Whilst Gurgling Blood.

Immunity Threshold

In a Storm, a Fire at Sea

Interdenominational Persecution Mania

Irretrievable Return

It Came and Went with Everything

It Meant More to Me than I Think You'll Ever Know

It Might Go a Long Way to Endearing You to Me So...

Jejune Wretch, I Love Your Gouged Out Puppy Eyes Lying Screaming on the Floorboards.

Knighted by a Dying Queen,

Learned Helplessness

Let Me Touch a Copy of You

Listening to Pop Punk and Pretending to Be in Love

Loneliness Measured in Decibels through the Parting of Skin

Loquacity Harangue

Love Is like Flitting in and out of Consciousness in a Frenzied Rush to the Hospital in an Ambulance in Heavy Traffic after a Failed Suicide Attempt

Love Poems, 1969

Man Is an Idea, and a Small Precious Idea, Once He Turns His Back on Love.

Mary Supine, Mary Prone

Mascara, Eyelids Opened Unhurriedly

Metasyntactic Variable: Darwinian Evolution Provided an Explanation for Vestigial Structures

Minamata Disease

Minor Threat Cover

Misinterpretation or Misunderstanding, Perhaps

Mismatch and Mismanagement

Monotone Hysteria

Moustache Interlude

My Hope, the Destroyer

Neither sand nor rust.

Nemophilist's Wander

No Need to Protect the Environment, the Second Coming is Nigh

No! Sweetie! Don't Die Here. Do NOT Die Here! You Can't Die Here. There's No Clear Path up to the Stars.

Noise Floor Proximity//Mismatch

Noise, Grind, Abscond, Revolt!

Occasionally Unrequited Love

Once I Gave a Girl a Paper Flower in a Plastic Bag

Orgiastic Potency

Our Neuroplastic Wormhole of Conversation

Pale Veins and Petrichor versus Partial Suicide and the Patron Saint of Pro-Ana's Tactile Disconnection

Perspectival Anamorphosis

Picking up Girls in Hospital Waiting Rooms

Placeholder: Commodification of Beauty

Plaintive Plaintiff

Post-Party Afterglow

Pragmatist, Capitalise on Any Opportunity

Preface: Sat Simpering ☽

Prescribe Eyelash with Tin Strips

Quantum Suicide and Immortality//Unexpected Hanging

Rain Check Chocolates and Codeine

Red-Room Deluge I Sometimes

Reflections on Naked Crowdsurfing Group Molestation

Reverse-Resurrection Potion

Revolving Door Patient

Rinsed with Blood and Repeated

Ritualistic Rhymthmic Slaughter of Baby Human Soundwave's Ostinato Heartbeat

Seduction and Indifference

Shallow Water Blackout

She Exhales a Dark Raincloud

She Kisses My Open Wounds and Licks the Pus from Her Purple Lips

Sickness Behaviour

Significant Remnants

Situation Ethics, Unappended

Social Darwinism? Eugh.

Soft Electrocution

Some of Us Are Not Related. There Were Thousands of Adams and Eves, the Offspring of Whom Never Cross-Pollinated Their Heavenly Genitalia. and That Is Why We Were Cast out from Eden in 1876.

Splash Unfinished

Step Deliberate

Still Life with Dead Corpse

Subtle Methods of Coercion to Sway the Susceptible

Sugar-coating Shit

Swallow the Incendiary Device

Tec-9 Filled with Daughter-in-law's Ashes in the Top Drawer of Grandfather's Salvaged Mahogany Cabinet

Tertiary Education is a Conveyor Belt, not to Disparage

Thank You, See You in 56 Years.

The Akashic Records

The Cat Killing Affiliation

The Conception of Jesus Christ

The Cure for Love

The Microcosm Criterion

The Peal of Fluttering Heartbeats//Sounds Drowning in Machine Gun Fire

The Pledge of a Child, Empty as the Air

The Purpose of Anxiety

The Smoothest Sphere Is the Sharpest Knife

The Terminal State

The Virgin of Sorrows

Their Infant Bodies Lay Hewn upon the Grass

Therapy's Fatality

They Were Assured, of Course, the Inerrable Equality of Death, but Nobody Wanted That Kind of Equality.

This Is No Falsehood, This Is Reality's Response

This Is a Day of Sweet Surprises

This World Will Never Feel Like Our Own

Three Studies for a Crucifixion

Three Takes on the Same Damn God

Toting Your Corpses, Tchotchkes, Hand in Hand

True Immortals Don't Die

Twice Heaven-blessed

Understanding Compulsion

Unrequited Love: the Mark of a Kind Heart?

Valetudinarianism

Vigil/We Will End Where We Begin

Vile Machinations Under the Auspices of a Cypher

Violence and Build

Virginity Fraud

Was I Seduced, or Did I Want This?

We Should Be Together

Weak-kneed Fairy Princess

When We Die I Want Our Corpses to Hang from Every Streetlight in the Northern Hemisphere

Widespread Misconception/Lie-to-Children

Would You like an Earpiece for the Wire in My Brain? We Can Share, I Am Deaf to My Silent Subconscious.

Written for a Song with No Intention

You Study Art to Look for Beauty in the World but You Shouldn't Have to Look

You Will Never Know What Transpires behind Closed Doors Or...

You've Got 139 Seconds to Kill Yourself, or You'll Never Die

ave, Vow of Silence for Life

he Look That Faded from Her Eyes as She Withdrew from His Deadweight Grip to Read the Words "F- Love" Carved into His Forearms with a Razorblade

our Kamikaze Heart Is an Iconoclast

will interrupt...'

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