Garden of Sadness
Albums
Travesty of a Human Being
Songs
...But Always Delusion
...but always delusion
...
Afraid of Life
Anger+Anxiety=Frustration
Another Dose of Pills
Another Failure
Bad Is a New Normal
Borrowing Time from My Own Future
Bottomless Pit of Depression
Cage of Glass
Can't Change the World, Can't Change Myself
Can’t Change the World, Can’t Change Myself
Chains of Infirmity
Chaos in My Head
Clouded Sky
Contemplating the Pain of Existence
Contemplating the Void of Existence
Crushing Helplessness
Deep Woods Graveyard
Distorted in Pain
Dopamine Level Zero
Droga Ku Nicości
Endless Cycle
Everything Is Meaningless
Failure After Failure
Fear of Tomorrow
Five Ropes
Hate Myself or Everybody?
I Am Nobody, Just Like You
I Believe Only in Pain
I Failed… Again
I'm the Vampire
It Hurts to Live As F-
Kill Another Day
Krótkotrwała Iluzja
Limbo
Love, Hope...
Martwy Za Życie
May All Beings Be Free from Suffering
My Empty Life
My Hobby Is Waiting for Death
My Journey Is End
My Star Is Falling
Nihilism & Anhedonia
Nim Roznieci Się Ogień
No Reward at the End
No Shelter from Suffering
Observer, Not Participator
Only Dreams Are Beautiful
Ostoja Samotności
Pain Bursting My Veins
Painful Boredom
Painless Death
Passive Rebel
Perception
Permanently Empty
Pożegnalny Wieczór
Pre-Farewell
Refuse the Scheme
Return into Unbeing
Ruminations of Grief
Sadness Is My Fate
Sam W Swojej Celi
Self-Loathing
Self-Sabotaging Brain
Sleepless Anxious Nights
Stale Uciekać
Surrounded by Their Laughter
Take My Pain
The Omni-Ocean of All Being
The Spark Is Gone
The Torrents
The Whirlpool of Crushing Thoughts
There Is No Anchor
They Say Everyone Has Their Cross to Bear
Thin Line Between Being Schizoid and Depressed
This World Is Not a Place for Me
To Escape, but Where?
Too Weak for Life, too Weak for Death
Tormenting Myself
Transitory Happiness
Trapped Between Two Worlds
Unadapted to Reality
Unwanted Gift of Life
VII
Waiting for Nothing
Wake Up for Nothing
Wasted Existence
Worse
Wounds
afraid of life
anger+anxiety=frustration
another failure
bad is a new normal (the test of humility)
borrowing time from my own future
bottomless pit of depression
broken reward system
cage of glass
can't change the world, can't change myself
chains of infirmity
chaos in my head
contemplating the pain of existence
contemplating the void of existence
deep woods graveyard (rope and knife cover)
defective construction
distorted in pain
dopamine level zero
droga ku nicości
everything is meaningless
failure after failure
hate myself or everybody?
how much longer?
i am nobody, just like you
i believe in only pain
i'm the vampire
in another dimension
it hurts to live as f-
kill another day
krótkotrwała iluzja
love, hope...
martwy za życia
may all beings be free from suffering
my empty life
my journey is end
my star is falling
nihilism & anhedonia
nim roznieci się ogień
no masters, no slaves
no reward at the end
no shelter from suffering
nothing to believe in
ostoja samotności
pain bursting through my veins
painful boredom
painless death
passive rebel
perception
permanently empty
pożegnalny wieczór
pre-farewell
ready to depart
return into unbeing
sadness is my fate
sam w swojej celi
self-loathing
self-sabotaging brain
sleepless anxious nights
stale uciekać
surrounded by their laughter
take my pain
the key (christ agony cover)
the spark is gone (embrace the anhedonia)
the torrents
thin line between being schizoid and depressed
this world is not a place for me
to escape, but where?
too weak for life, too weak for death
towards the precipice
transitory happiness
trapped between two worlds
unwanted gift of life
waiting for nothing
wasted existence
worse
wounds
wrung from life